I don't really think there is a need to write about it but something is changing. Maybe it's just a feeling, a passing notion that will fade like a melancholic wish leaving only bitter aftertaste. Maybe. Maybe not. It's hard to express your feeling when you do not actually know what you're feeling. You only know that there IS something nagging you, wanting to push you in a direction and pull you out of the stagnation you've been slowly drowning in. So guess it might be a good feeling. Last sunday was... well, awesome. I spent the whole day listening to music, something I haven't done in months really. Music was slowly leeking out of my life, leaving me wondering what the hell is happening. I thought 'shit, there were times when the ONLY thing you did was listen to music, laying on the couch, doing nothing but listening'. It was sad, because, even if I'm no great musician, not an amateur even, music was something that defined my existence in my own un